Bedtime skinny white naked boy dance around, so immodest. Feel like Village Person live Bigfoot home because not 100% naked—teeny-tiny insulin pump fanny pack on all of time. Black. Same width Village Person arm band. When well-placed, Spibelt pretty much cover loins area. Almost good enough costume 6th Village Person: Construction, Cowboy, Police, Indian, Nipple Fetish Prostitute, Juvenile Diabetes.Tomorrow = Easter. Chocolate bunny, Cadbury Miniegg pack, Cadbury Creme Egg, Cadbury Caramel Egg. Not equivocate. Not worry about candy/no candy. Only difference this year: skip jelly bean/peep BS, focus all chocolate.
Yesterday= Passover. Try calculate carbs for irregular shards matzoh. Now try matzoh farfel-base toffee square. Basically a compressed Samoa? Now toffee square maker friend say my dad is diabetic–so I understand about the carbs–he used to have to take insulin but he weaned himself off of it…this person so nice but Bigfoot wish stop…He has diabetic arteries, and I can’t count the number of times he has been in a coma…here Bigfoot become automaton, say I know I should want to know about this, but I can’t bear to hear about it right now. Cut off. Very rude. Friend try commiserate, total shut down. Hope understand.
Impossible: rosy Spibelt-wearing Village person in coma, bad artery. Impossible imagine Jack elderly also. Painful imagine child elderly, tube up nose, hospital gown, hairy ears, diabetic/not diabetic. Want children always rosy cheek, smooth skin, lacrosse stick, twinkle eye. Please not tell diabetes parent bad thing elderly relative. All children, if live long life, become elderly/fat/bony/bad artery/kidney transplant/dead. Not need discuss, except church or bar or attorney office.
And so. Today extra good diet: weird protein powder waffle breakfast before fencing. Bean and cheese on whole wheat tortilla/mango smoothie (protein powder) lunch. Yogurt snack. Dinner: chicken legs, apple, milk. Bonnaroo Buzz ice cream. Nice blood sugar all day. Constant stream holiday/special occasion mess up dream diet. Today probably best balanced diet day in eons. Realize still pretty sweet, but big improvement. Intend do better.
Special occasion blitz end soon, Bigfoot and Bigfoot Spouse probably steal back most Easter candy/gone by Tuesday afternoon.